tick tock! heh random. oh mans i never laughed so much this whole week.. spending my weekend with glorious people is really really joyous! esp with 'cold' people like alene daniel and nick.. how to not laugh? haha. no mind king and his understudy.. LOL! dare was kinda quiet.. cos amanda wasn't there at dare..(ooh it rhymes!) nevertheless.. marika and alene were high-ing over the 'take it all' actions! =p during dare pastor gave an altar call for those struggling with their studies. i badly wanted to go up, but my feet just wouldn't move and my stomach was feeling so queasy. seeing all those getting slain by Daddy's presence and giving hugs to alene and mika, it suddenly dawned upon me how much my Daddy loves me and wants nothing but the best for me.. then i started to cry. His presence was so strong i finally understood what claire said during sharing last dare dinner. you dont have to have hands laid on you to receive your annointing.

both messages yesterday and today were powerful. my Daddy showers constantly blessings on me beacuse im righteous in Christ! i dont have to work for my blessings. beacuse He is with me, i have favour! =) the last week was so tiring that i kept wanting to give up. really, faith comes by hearing the word. i never really understood what that meant. now i do. no condemnation for every decision i make! put Christ in the center of my life.. talk to Him whenever troubles come my way! He'll never fail me. ever. that's like the best assurance! =)

lala now's dinner time! =) oh blended d.o.ms and chicken based! sick. haha.

blessed week beloveds! =))

"o Lord you search me
you know my ways
even when i fail you
i know you love me
i know you love me.."